From Anxiety to 25,000 People: How I Manifested Confidence and Rewired My Life
JC
There was a time in my life when I couldn’t even call to make my own doctor’s appointment.
That’s not an exaggeration. I’d hand the phone to my mom because I physically couldn’t speak to the person on the other end. I took F’s in college to avoid speaking in front of the class. I left jobs because the idea of having to look people in the eye or talk to strangers sent me spiraling.
For most of my life, anxiety ruled everything. I had all these ideas and inspirations inside me, but they never saw the light of day because I was too afraid to act on them. I blamed everything outside of myself: my weight, my voice, my skills, my looks. And as a result, I made myself so small that people literally didn’t see me. And honestly, I believed they shouldn’t.
So when I tell you I once performed on stage in front of 25,000 people, I need you to understand something: it wasn’t about the performance.
It was about who I had to become to stand there.
The Shift That Changed Everything
Two years before that moment, the version of me that held that mic didn’t exist.
That version of me would have panicked and shut down. She would have found an excuse not to go. She would have watched someone else live out her dream because fear had the final say.
But I hit a point where I was so uncomfortable in my own skin that I knew something had to change. I couldn’t keep living ruled by my anxiety, my limiting beliefs, or the old stories looping in my head.
So I made a decision...to learn how to get out of my own way.

Rewiring My Brain with Manifestation and Neuroscience
This wasn’t about "just think positive" or pretending everything was fine. It was about learning how to actually rewire my brain using the science of neuroplasticity and the power of the Reticular Activating System (RAS).
Your RAS is like your brain’s filter. It decides what you notice and what you ignore. Once I understood that, I started being intentional with what I was focusing on. I put the vision in my mind, and I backed it with emotion, energy, and belief.
I visualized that moment on stage before it happened. I felt what it would be like to hold that mic. I spoke it out loud. (I even told my dad, at the previous summit, "Next year, I’ll be up there.")
And then? I took inspired action.
I worked with my nervous system. I rewrote my internal narrative. I followed those nudges and built the confidence I had always craved.
That moment on stage wasn’t about lights or applause. It was the physical evidence of the inner work I had done. It was the result of getting clear, raising my vibration, aligning with my goals, and doing the real, behind-the-scenes work to change how I thought, felt, and acted.
This Is Why I Created the Manifest Mastermind
Because I know what it feels like to think you’re too broken, too anxious, too far gone to ever become who you really are.
And I know firsthand, that’s just a story your brain is looping.
Which means? You can rewire it.
That’s exactly why I created the 60-Day Manifest Mastermind, a neuroscience-backed group coaching program designed to help you:
- Rewire your brain using neuroplasticity and manifestation tools that work
- Break through limiting beliefs and old patterns that keep you stuck
- Learn how to use your Reticular Activating System to bring your desires into reality
- Cultivate confidence, joy, peace, and aligned purpose
- Take inspired action toward the life you’ve been craving
We start July 7th, and over 60 days, you’ll get:
- Weekly video trainings rooted in neuroscience and mindset
- Interactive workbooks to help you integrate what you learn
- Weekly live group coaching calls every Thursday at 8 PM EST
- A private community for connection, accountability, and support
- Optional 1:1 sessions for those ready to go deeper
This isn’t about manifesting random "stuff" (though hey, you totally can). It’s about manifesting a new version of you.
The one who speaks up. The one who takes up space. The one who no longer lets anxiety write the script.
Are You In?
If you’re tired of playing small… of shrinking… of waiting for the "right time" to finally start living—this is your moment.
DM me "I’m in" or click here to learn more.
Let’s rewire your brain. Let’s raise your frequency. Let’s manifest the life you actually want.
You’ve got one life. Let’s make it one you’re proud of.